It’s beginning to look a lot like normal.
So, The past week or so has actually been pretty good.
I’ve definitely had a reduction in my depressive symptoms, and I’ve felt more like myself. I’ve still had some hot flashes, especially at night, but I can say that I definitely feel different… in that I’m feeling more like myself.
I’ve felt more optimistic.
I’ve noticed more color in the sunrise.

I’ve enjoyed working out (walking and running!!!) with one of my best friends a few days this week.
I didn’t melt into a puddle of sadness when my Lola‘s Christmas package arrived and it made me realize how much I missed her.
I’ve laughed during rehearsals.
I’ve read the most incredible book in, practically, EVER*.

It’s been a really decent week. I’m so grateful for that.
I think this is the week I’ll bring back Life Well Lived… If you are [still?] interested in being featured, don’t hesitate to email me.
* Harry Potter is, and will always be my one true literary love. However, my slutty mistress is definitely The Fault in Our Stars by John Green. It was one of the most gorgeous, tragic, uplifting, thought provoking, heart growing books that has ever been penned… I’m sure of that. I may write a proper review, with more specific thoughts about the book, but I might not… I’m not sure yet. It’s almost too perfect to even try and gather my thoughts in one place.
Thanksgiving!
(18/30)
Happy Turkey Day and Happy Birthday to Jessica!!!
Today, my brother got to our house at 7 am, and he, Daron, and I drove off to visit my dad and his crew in a tiny east Texas town.
On the way there, we sang songs (at incredible volumes) and picked out harmonies together. It was really fun, and really awesome.
Once we arrived, I was shuffled into the fray. WOW! Being in a bustling kitchen really stresses me out. The kitchen is certainly not my domain, unless I’m baking-and in my own kitchen, so I just felt–anxious! It was totally weird, to feel my body react to that anxiety. Fascinating.
Anyway, we had a great meal, brought home a bunch of leftovers, and got back safe and sound.
I think the best part, though, was seeing my family… my dad. I really miss him, and wish I was able to hug him more often.
Anyway, happy turkey day to all of you, and have a happy black friday!
holy shmoly!
(11/30)
Well… Level 2 is a BEAST! my legs and arms are all tired again. And here I was feeling tough for mastering level 1!
Well, anyway, I had a great day, and of course tomorrow is TWILIGHT with Jess for her Bday, so I can’t wait for that.
But for now, I’m super sleepy, so I am off to bed.
goodnight.




